Sometimes I look at my msn list and I don't talk to many other people that my usual friends. I wonder if it is a big deal deleting the others cause when I think about it, it makes no difference lol. Like yeah ok I'm not that emo to delete everyone I don't talk to but my mind wonders so many times about so many things. What if this happened what if that happened. All these IFS is something I hate - my indecisive self.