I enjoy walking to & back from uni by myself. I really do. I enjoy listening to Dashboard Confessional while watching things pass by as I ride the train & bus and all of this can only be done if i'm alone. Cause you see. I met this dude, let's label him A, and he's been sharing mostly the same class as me. I don't really like talking to A because i don't find A that fun or interesting to talk to. So everytime we finish a class together that would be my time to go home and so for him. So we have to end up walking home together, catching the same bus together and then the same train. I just can't stand being around A for that long because I just don't want to talk to him. So today walking along the uni main walkway I didn't say anything because I just don't give a damn but he seemed to so he started saying some stuff and I just say something back but was very blunt about it. Not showing signs of hatred but just signs that I just don't want to talk. Thank god he took a different bus. I thought about it and struggled to understand why he doesn't seem to get that I don't want to be around him in the awkward silence... I'm kinda weird aren't i? Like being alone and all at times. Definitely not all the time but just sometimes and some places I rather be alone. It's kind of ironic though how I like to be alone at times when most of the time I'm already alone. Guess this comes down to met letting certain people in my life which I rarely do.